This medicine thing is beating me up. I’m tired all of the time. I’m in very somber moods. Cheer is not a word in my current vocabulary. Wait, I just used it. So maybe it is 
I’ve so many thoughts and ideas come to me to blog about. By the time I sit to write them out, the desire and the words often leave me. So, I haven’t been writing as often. Sorry. I’m not writing the ideas down as they come to me, so I’m sure most will just fall away into the void.
I sit here and I blame it all on the medication. It’s convenient. It’s easy to do that. I also think it’s the truth.
I’m not worried about taking the pills. I’m not worried (well maybe a little) about getting addicted to them. I’m under God’s care and the doctor’s care (I’ve told several of you guys/gals that) and everything will be OK as far as the addiction goes. Not to mention, the way they make feel, yuck. I can hardly wait until I can stop them completely.
Life has dealt me a blow that I was not expecting. If it’s a test, I will pass. Wasn’t long ago that I couldn’t, wouldn’t, say that. I would fail miserably and drown away my feelings with an ice cold bud light. I thank God daily, that doesn’t come to me as an option.
I will always come back to HIM. Without HIM I’m nothing.
I’m here. I’m reading you guys’ and gals’ blogs. I’m just being quiet. I’m not the me I was not so long ago. I’m not really liking me. This me. Hopefully, sometime this month I can get back to some kind of normalcy. I go to the pain management Dr. Maybe he can do something to get me off this mess for a while.
Until then, you are welcome to hang around. Not sure for what. Just, take this post as an apology for Scott not being here
Because of HIM
SC
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Hi Scott. If you are a reader of books, there is one that I highly recommend. I’ve been reading it these last couple of weeks. It is called The Five Things We Cannot Change… and the Happiness We Find by Embracing Them. It is brilliant.
I’m featuring it, along with some affirmations on my blog for the whole month of May. If you’re curious, pop by and see what might be there for you.
We all need a break sometimes. And life does shake thing up too. Don’t be too hard on yourself. I’ll be around… that’s me, cheering from the sidelines.
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Scott, thanks for sharing…it’s good to know that seasons change, so this holding pattern for you is just temporary. but it’s even better to know that He NEVER changes….He’s the same yesterday, today and forever. All we can ever do is stay close to Him. Agape.
Davina – I do enjoy book…a lot. I will check it out on the blog this month, no doubt. Thanks for the recommendation. I’ve added it to my reading list.
Thanks for the encouragement!
@lisabirch – Thanks for reading. I know it’s temporary, but while in this holding pattern I still get annoyed with myself
I’ve got my focus in the right place and I trust, no, I know he will pull me through this too. Again, thanks for stopping by.
Hi Scott,
“This too shall pass”… words that I try to live by, especially when days are not the easiest. Scott, I hope you’re feeling better soon, and in the meantime, hold onto God’s promise in your life – one of abundance and of His glory…
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@Lance – Yep, I keep telling myself that. I’d like a time frame though?
Thanks for the encouragement Lance.