This is the third and final part of this series. If you’ve missed the other posts you can catch up starting with A Hit on an Old Thought, A Hit on an Old Thought – Part 2.
On my own?
As I stated in a prior post, I know I can not stay sober doing this on my own. “This” being recovery and the lifelong process that is involved. I have someone that I pass my disease off to everyday. Who? The one I trust the most and knows what’s best for any situation I’m in, God.
When my day is over and I haven’t had a thought of alcohol, I always thank him for taking care of me.
I feel more comfortable dealing with my disease knowing that He will do more for me than going to AA could do. In return, I’ve dedicated my life to doing whatever he desires of me. I’m not perfect at this part of the return, but perfection is only something I strive for.
Now instead of going around constantly thinking that I am an alcoholic, I can spend my time thinking of how I can be a better Christian.
My Support Group
I also have a huge support group. I don’t mind telling folks my struggles so my church family also knows that I am an alcoholic. They don’t look down on me, well some might still but that’s not my problem. I know the group is there if I ever need to talk to someone, even some that are having to live with and fight alcoholism. It’s the best support group that a person could have with the best leader there ever was and ever will be.
Conclusion
So, I don’t have to constantly be thinking about me being an alcoholic. I don’t have to hear the horror stories of life past, nor do I have to think of my personal horror stories. After all, it’s all in the past and it’s OK to forget about it I think.
Some will argue against that and I suppose it’s ok. I’m having the best times of my life and I know it would be so much different if I were still going to AA meetings every night.
It is so nice to spend my time thinking about my current life, how I can be a better Christian, and continuing to build my relationship with God, Jesus, my kids, myself, and all of my brothers and sisters.
I was going to say that what is working for me won’t work for everyone but I don’t believe that for a second. God will help you with any addiction that you are having trouble with. All it takes is you becoming a slave to God. But, it’s ok. No, it’s better than OK, it’s fantabulous!
Because of HIM
SC
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Scott, I didn’t know before reading this but i will support you in any way I can!! You are an awesome child of our Lord and I am proud of you! Keep it up and continue to stay focus on our Savour!! God Bless you and Yours as you continue in our lord!!
From your friend, brother in our Lord Andy!!
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