The morning of the surgery wasn’t bad really. Ok, there are parts to the morning that were bad. The worst part, for a while, was not being able to drink anything. More specifically, not being able to drink coffee!
I’m thinking part of that was a mind over matter issue. The command, “Don’t drink anything after [...]
CRASH! CRASH! BOOM! PFFSSHHTT!
“SCOTT!”
Beep. Beep. Beep.
“Carful he’s pulled out his IV!”
“SCOTT! WAKE UP!”
“I’M ALIVE!!!” That was the first thought that came to me as I awoke looking up into the bright lights of what I assume was from the the operating room. I only assume because I was barely coherent.
I had been dreaming while I [...]
I’m at one of my weakest points and he knows it. He’s found a hole in my defense’s and is trying desperately to chip away at the edges and reach my core. He’s party successful.
He’s found a way to shift my focus from where it should be. Always keeping me focused on my infirmary. Worse, [...]